Inspiration, or lack thereof

Hello all.
Sorry for the recent lack of content. I feel like I've had no time this summer to do art. Which always happens.  I'm very grateful that I got a job this summer, and an awesome one at that.
I just can't seem to find the time to draw, to do my nails, or anything else creative.  Most nights I get home around 7-8, so that doesn't leave much time. Today's my day off, so I' finally doing laundry. Maybe groceries. If it stops raining. 
My boyfriend is finally coming home for good this weekend. It's been a really hard summer without him here. I spent 8 months with cuddles on demand, and then all of a sudden there was nothing. So it'll be nice to have him around again.
What am I even writing? Just stuff that pops into my head, I guess. 
I can't seem to find inspiration for my art. It's like I've forgotten how. I used to love colouring linearts; now it's a chore. I even was getting into my own drawings, especially pastels. but I just gave up. I can't find the joy anymore. Maybe once I go back to school, the piano playing will help. That's something else I've really missed. 
I've felt really down these last few weeks. Part of it is the rising panic of starting a new year, and all things that have to happen. Like spending $1000 on textbooks.
And we still haven't found a fourth roommate.
Gah. I'm sorry. I just want someone to notice me. 

Thanks for reading this, if anyone actually does. Those of you who've stuck around, you are truly awesome. 





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